“<3” i’ll tell you about someone i care about, without any names.:Weeeellllll, there’s this guy that I met over the internet. I was talking to some other guys over the internet too, some of them really interesting, handsome, and great people.There was a time where I wanted to have fun and maybe I understood what dating was going to be…For the first time…like OH MAN I’m gunna date people I guess??? (I never really “dated” people.) Cool, that’s weird!….
Then, I saw his smile and the way it touched his eyes and created such a kindness, DONE, my heart was MELTED and I needed to know more. I went to message him immediately…and it turned out that at the same time I was messaging him, he messaged me. Soon enough after corresponding with this sweet boy I responded less and less to my other suitors. I had tunnel vision, for this one boy and I no longer had desire to respond the the sea of other messages. I didn’t realize this until I would look at my phone with such a fever hoping to see only his username paired with “New Message”.. His passion for many things in life lit a flame in me (I’m cheesy as fuck okay?) He knew a liked so many things that I had not yet explored. He gave me new things to be curious about. We skyped often and asked each other the most probing of questions while periodically making each other laugh and blush.
Now I feel like I can rely on him for anything. He’s been there for me for my high points and my incredibly low points, and I have, for him. I walked through metaphorical fires for that boy and vanquished foes. He’s opened himself more and more and I’ve watched him grow so much emotionally and I want to be there for him no matter what. He’s come to my aid at the most important times in my life. When I feel like I’m drowning he lifts me up and supports me and I don’t feel as scared of the world as I used to.
He’s slender and soft, his lips were made for kissing and when we kiss it feels so right. One time when we had kissed he later remarked "it was one of the most "right"-feeling kisses I’ve ever had" I love the way his brain works and how he’s so hands on about tackling problems. He’s more sensitive than he cares to admit. The way his eyes light up when he smiles or laughs gives me so much happiness. Hmm, He’s got a great perky lil’ butt, too! Our sex styles mesh so perfectly. I love how he knows exactly what I like and what I’d be into. I love doing things with him. Such fun and adventure!
I hope to write him more letters in the future if he wants that.
“<:” and i’ll tell you something i like about myself.: Just one thing? Oh noooo!~ I love my sense of humor & style, my eyes, and my artistic abilities & my people skills.
“*” and i’ll tell you a secret: Man, what don’t you know already, Patrick? Haha, Well, I missed you over the weekend (with you bein’ in Texas and All)…. Oh, oh…ACTUALLY when you left for the weekend I left you a secret written in a letter on your bed. (something you did for me often, so I was excited to return the favor) I hope you look forward to seeing the secret I left you. <3 I love you dearly.
For anyone who wanted to know, here’s the story of how we met. And it is lovely. ♡